Not that bad,
no rape, no plunder.
But I do things to get revenge.
Act like you,
to get revenge.
I'm moving to the dark side.
I'm at peace
when it's hidden anger.
But I'm rediscovering -
I want revenge.
Want to break someone
to get revenge -
so close to the dark side.
I want to tear
some little boy down,
make him angry
that I can't feel
exactly what he's feeling.
I want him to grab me
and shake me,
telling me to be human,
telling me to wake up.
I want someone
to tell me I can be safe,
letting the human out.
Maybe that's not the dark side.
Maybe it's just me hiding.
Because once the plea is there,
I will obey.














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